The juxtaposition of light and dark is always intense at this time of year. It always makes me reflect on the tension inherent in contrasts and the choice we have each day to decide how to meet our personal challenges and make the best of each situation. Who am I going to be in the world no matter how much darkness there may be? How am I going to keep the light shining for myself and for others?
This past year I discovered a whole rainbow of color and range of experiences in between. Most importantly I was reminded time and time again that we are not alone. I’m lucky that my work allows me to develop some very meaningful relationships with once total strangers. My friendships and family offer me the chance to deepen my connections with the people who hold me. By reflecting on both, taking stock of where I am in my life and who I want to be in the world, I’m able to notice the rainbows and discover new ways to keep the light shining in times of darkness.
As Anais Nin wrote so beautifully, “Each friend represents a world in us, a world not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.”
I love this sentiment because it honors the importance of the people we keep closest, and the endless possibilities that await us when we widen our own circles. In the spirit of honoring those who help me everyday, here are a few more reflections from the CED team. .
Sarah McGowan Dear
2018 was a profound lesson in living into a new chapter of life for me and my family. After losing my mom last year, we faced so many “new” things…each one a reminder of her absence, and the reality of all the moments to come without her. But as she always said to me when I was a child, I remember daily to “pay attention”…to my loved ones, to my heart, to the doors that are opening when others close, and to subtle ways I have learned to recognize as her, now in different forms, but undeniably still here, guiding me onward. This year has taught me that without a doubt, there is great magic afoot. All we have to do is look for it.
Jessica Minalga
As life gets busier and busier, I am finding it harder and harder to allow myself the space to rest, slow down, and recover. But when I step outside in nature, I am instantly reminded why it is so important to take that time to appreciate where I live and what surrounds me. Being in the mountains instantly heals me. I live in Montana for a reason and I will take the time to honor that more in the new year and take a big breath of fresh air!
Nicole Jennings
This year, I’ve learned I often toe the line between contentedness and complacency. I’m very good at being present in the moment and satisfied with what I have, which is a great gift. But, sometimes that can lead me into too comfortable a place, making it difficult for me to challenge myself or strive towards a goal.
In 2019, I want to push myself to be proactive, stretch my boundaries, set my aim on new goals. I may fall short, but I think the true challenge for me will be in the striving itself!
May you find deeper meaning, peace, connection, and creativity in 2019!
Cheers!
Stay tuned for more color coming your way from Claudia Endler Designs.
